That Night

I have never felt so alone,

No one to see the tears in my eyes.

I felt my whole world

Come crashing down

After what you did to me that night.

How could you have hurt me?

How could you make me bleed?

I should have kept saying “no”

I should have pushed you away,

But I didn’t truly believe

That you would use my body that way.

You were supposed to be

The one who loved me.

But after all your pleadings,

And all my refusals

When I finally gave in,

You tore my body, Tore my soul.

I cried myself to sleep that night,

And I still sometimes do,

Because that was the night,

The night I stopped loving you.