Impossibility

I am Falling,
Spinning,
Reeling.
I can’t understand these feelings.
Where once I was closed off,
Feeling dead,
I now feel alive instead.
Sunshine and light fill my heart,
Fill my mind,
Just to see your name,
Talk to you until 3 am,
Wondering why if this is so wrong
Does it feel so wonderfully right?
Dreams are so filled with you,
Every night, it’s you,
And I am afraid for them to come true.
I never know what to say or do,
Perhaps one day I will reveal,
This impossible love that I feel.