Impossibles/Improbables

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Twist and turn inside my head
Keeps me up till 1 a.m.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Make me dream of what may never be.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Create chaos in my mind,
Until I cannot find
Any piece, or shred
Of calm in my head.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Cut me off from normal, everyday life,
Till the company of others
Scatter my emotions
Until I think I might break.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Leave my mind!
I beg and plead
For this thing to be!
Calm the rapid waters,
Leave me free.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Will never truly leave.
Wishes, desires
I dare not speak
Come to me in fragmented dreams
And refuse to leave
In the honest, glaring sun of day.

Impossibles,
Improbables,
Do I dare sit and hope?
Do I dare dream of things that may never be?
No answer will come,
Which only leaves,

Impossibles,
Improbables.
In front of me.